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You know those words that just have so much impact on you they just shut you up and keep you thinking for the rest of the day? There have been other instances in my life that have done this to me, all of them done by my mother. The first time when I was a child she asked me if I had tried on her pantyhose in the bathroom. This was true because after I had my fun with them I placed them in the hamper. That was one of the very first times I had ever worn female clothing. Naturally being a little kid I didn't know how to react to the situation so I got angry and basically over reacted saying things like "why would I ever do such a thing?! Are you nuts?" Looking back on my overreaction she obviously knew.

A few years later the second time was the moment she found my stash of clothes I took from my cousins. She said she was going to clean my room so I decided that a better hiding place was in the attic in a shoe box. Unfortunately she ended up cleaning out the attic. When I went into the bathroom later that night I found a bottle of clear nail polish on the counter, and a camisole in the hamper that looked very familiar. Then it clicked for me and I got that feeling. I had two pairs of panties in that stash I was not able to find. They were quite stained and that thought of her finding them like that just made me sick. She never said anything about it though. I was able to return the two items back to my cousins through one of the overnight bags my cousin left at our house one weekend.

The third time was a few years later. I decided that I wanted to finally tell someone besides random people online that I was a crossdresser. So I ended up telling my cousin. She is two years older than me and has a sister whose bag was able to help me smuggle the two items I stole back to their rightful owner. I send her a Facebook message explaining to her what I was and she was totally okay it. She didn't even care much really. Then one day a few days before vacation and a few days after I told my cousin my mom told me that I should not have told my cousin what I told her and that it was my burden to bare and that she and I would talk about things after the holidays were over. She never did talk to me about it.

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I plan on adding more parts to this so stay tuned. ^^

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DeadlyQuidam Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2012
I'd love to see where this is going.
Khaos56k Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2012
You've got my attention... I actually couldn't stop reading it.
MellissaLynn Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
An interesting start... :)
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